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This Was Actually My Father This Man Was Never A man To This Day. I Am More Of A Man Then He Will Ever Be I Have A 2 Year Daughter And Another Due In This December That Has Never Will Never See Their Grandfather Nor Her Grandmother He Spent 10 Years Before One Of His Kids Finally Came To Him To Even Initiate His Kids Existence My Mother Was Brutally Slain To Death Just As I Had Turned 3 This Is A Bothering Memory To Say That Has Never And Will Never Leave My Mind You No As A Kid When Everyone Has Memory When Their Knees Get Scabbed From Riding A bike And Their First Fall Mine Is My Father Opening A door I Was Pottey Trained And Was Sitting On The Toilet And He Was Screaming And Violently Motioning Toward My Mother I Left Running And Never Looked Back He Murder Her And She Fought Back So Much She Cracked The Bathtub In Our Home All I Could Think Is If She Hadnt Fought So Hard Would I Be Here If He Would Of Had More Time..My Father This So Called Man That I Think A Coward Triggered By Deception And Jealousy Of A Woman That He Batter So Many Times Didn't Want Him Any More He Could Feel She Was About To Completely Leave Her And He Couldn't Handle His Anger Correctly And Just At A Notice Of Reaction He Dint Probably Realize He Had Just Tooken The Life Of His Childbearing Mother And All She Just Needed Was Just Love Not A Drunken Spousal Abuser That Didn't Give A Damn For His Kids Neither His Wife Till Death Do Us Part He Murdered His Wife And Cremated Her To Ash And Didn't The Police This Was A sick To To Also Keep Ashes After He Murder His Wife? He Never Gave Any Remorse For His Children As I Should No I Lived With Him To Try To Find A Father That Was Never There For His Family Only For Himself I Would Say I Have Everything In My Life Through Struggle I Never Am Going To Believe Justice Was Really Served Because He Got Arrested And Tried 15 Years To The Anniversary Death Date Of My Mother And When His Conviction Came Down When He Had Already Served 2 Years Of Time And Got A Whopping Sentence Of 15 To Life Which With Time Served Made Actual Years Of Incarceration Prison Term Cut To 13 Years In State Prison My Mother Was Stabbed 13 Times His Real Time To Me Was 13 Years For Each Stab Taken Is That Real Justice?
I Had Spent 10 Years Of My Life In And Out And Up And Down Had Counseling For 10 Years 10 Years I Can Never Say It Dint Help Me Because It Did It Made Me And Early Adult I To Take This To Society And Society Doesn't See A Man Without A Man To Teach And Show The Way I Had So Many Trouble With The Law And Made Me Smarter And Knowledge I No I Lived And So Many Places And Seen So Many Faces Some Say Your A Man When You Have a Kid A Man Is What You Take In This Life And How You Ingest It In I say Men That Act Like Straight Up Kids And Are 40 Years Old I Hold My Own Was Never A Kid I Lived What A Million In One Live I Just Thank God For My Life I Now Its Been Hell And Strife But My Days Seem Aren't Taken For Granted I Tell Other Don't Take Things For Granted Because You Don't No What You Got Till Its Gone i Have And Ain't Lettin Any Thing Or Any One Take Me Down As Hard As They Try God Does Things For A Reason
Only God Can Tell Truth No Jehovah Beliefs Can Spell This Painting In A 6 By 9 Cell He Will Be Preaching His Theory In Quentin For The Next 13 Of His Life His Beliefs Are His Morals And His Moral To Me Is Done I Don't Have Any Sorrow No Sympathy Nor Hate For A Man That Never Loved Any One But Him Self Which Is What Eventually Was Cause His Fate In Gods Eyes The Math Is If You Live In Redemption You Must Admit Cause If You Take Another Life You Cannot Leave To New Light Without Your Shadow That Arent Shown I Believe In God Iam A Christian And I Never In Hate Only One That Knows Is God And He Judges Everyone's Fate! In God's I Am His Son In Life And God Knows I Have Remorse For A Murderer That Took Vengeance To His Wife I Have No Hate And I Love Everyone But For A Man That Never Tries For His Family As I Have Done In Reality's Day I Dont Take Him As Me For Being His Son!

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